sadness

2010-05-02T01:51:00.003+08:00

就因为你让我慢慢的爱上了默默两个字...
默默地偷看你
默默地了解你
默默地爱护你
默默地保护你
默默地关心你
默默地爱上你
默默地属于你
默默地不能没有你

2009-09-21T21:11:00.002+08:00

发现我已前很依靠着你~
如果你不在我身边，那我要怎么办？

2009-09-19T21:26:00.000+08:00

慢慢的我们变得没有话可以聊
慢慢的我们也来也不以前那样的好
难道不同班有差，不同届也有差？
会不会有一天变得假装没看到对方呢？

2009-09-17T22:52:00.000+08:00

我怕我无法上中四，这是我心中处中的害怕
也许大家会感觉很奇怪，那是我没有真的告诉大家
在多两个星期就知道以后怎么办了，

要对自己说：加油~

2009-09-15T21:01:00.002+08:00

最近有两到三件事弄到我很不开心，

V台弄到我很不开心也很生气
书，我买不到；可恶死了
台湾的事，可能不能去了吧，不是很开心

2009-09-14T20:44:00.001+08:00

finally you have ask the question which i also being asking myself without any answer until now .
without you , i won't carry on until now .
whenever i need you , you will be there , which is that kind of things that i need .

2009-08-23T20:03:00.000+08:00

不知发生了什么事~
突然好想哭，压力超大的~
我真的好累，真的快不行了~
好想就这样算了吧~
真的真的好累，真的真的不行了~

好多事情发生的很突然让我无法接受~

2009-08-20T21:10:00.000+08:00

時間一久
就會会好挂念

但是挂念之前,
請你想想，你之前有沒有去珍惜過

有人說过
失去不是重要,過去也不是重要
最重要的是你有沒有去珍惜過,去愛護過~

一定要去努力爭取

2009-08-01T15:41:00.000+08:00

没有人经过我却以为你在喊我
原来都只是个美梦
曾经我们那么卿卿我我
如今只剩我一个人,
我还傻傻坐在这里
我真的好傻,把理智都忘记了

2009-07-20T02:48:00.001+08:00

沒有想過又會是同樣的事情

真的沒有那意思

雖然說那時候

很深刻很傷心

然後歌曲又響了

它說著雖然影響很大,但釋懷了

原來依戀的是過去

不是現在。

那是我永遠懷念，也永遠回不去的地方

2009-07-18T00:49:00.002+08:00

很久很久 , 没有在哭了。
不知怎么了，你把我给弄哭了。
想着想着我伤心了起来但我没让眼泪留了下来，我强忍着。
一直听到你说你很了解我，但我发现你一点也不了解我。
很多事情不是你想的那样，我没有你想象中的那么坚强。

2009-04-14T23:43:00.001+08:00

不要说你没朋友，是你得那男朋友说不要做你的朋友。
pls lar , you go think yourself lar , i chaojia with that ppl thn how e ppl see my phone .
is i never buy anything for her lar , cheebye lar she bomb until so big you still believe her .
pls lar , when did i say i havent forget you , must i post until very big to say forget you ?
& i does not want to talk abt past , i hate my past it being wu lan . i hate it !!!!!
I ALREADY FORGET ABT YOU & I DON'T LOVE YOU AT ALL .

2009-03-05T22:53:00.002+08:00

我在逃避你的一切，甚至你。。。。。。。
我不想看到你的一切，甚至你。。。。。。。
我不想再让你知道我的东西，甚至看到我。。。。。。。
你知道吗？我不快乐！但我学会我让我自己快乐，而是你很讨厌的东西。。。。。。
i know that you knew smth , but you just dun wan to knew it &take it .

2009-02-16T18:28:00.000+08:00

我们好像陌身人，没发现到你很少看到我了。
你说过；只要我坚强，

2009-02-08T18:24:00.000+08:00

2009-02-04T13:20:00.003+08:00

mon(2feb2009)
ask aryn help me buy things , he dunwan .
DULAN !

tue(3feb2009)
after school wanted to go meet qianyu go buy things but i 10.30 go home le .
so sry never go meet you .
somehow i find out alot ppl got std , almost all of my friend .

wed(4feb2009)
wake up very early , hate today date(:
on com ; eat yao ; msg qianyu ; blog for nth .
wait for 2pm go bvss .
meet qianyu & buy things(:
finally can buy the things le(:

e very last photo we have):on31jan2009

2009-01-30T17:19:00.001+08:00

sry for today .
lets a lot people worry & someone laught like crazy .
next time i will tell my teacher first okay ?
sry for egghead worry . almost kill me TT

thanks someone for helping me do my name .

2009-01-18T19:11:00.002+08:00

Sat(17Jan2009):
went to eat waraku with alot of ppl .
i reach too early , so call bibei & chat .
while waiting for food need to self-intro , wah . i die le .
next need to buy food . die again . sheyl help me buy . wah , lucky .
we total spent 300 ++ on dinner .
left & have our group photo .
7Feb2009 meet up again(:

fri(16Jan2009):
when to school alone again .
after school went home change & meet shermaine at westmall go see doc .
while on the way to westmall saw guanchin call him & he also want to go see doc .
so i say meet him at westmall later go see doc tgt .
cab to causeway to meet bibei .

thur(15Jan2009):
after school got math lesson , wanted to pon but in e end i go .
i catch by Mr.yap -.-

wed(14Jan2009):
went to cca , pei someone wait for someone .
saw someone , try to escape -.-

tue(13Jan2009):
forget what happen .

2009-01-12T19:20:00.002+08:00

sry for sooooo long never post anything at all coz never on com at all . guai ~!

friday(9Jan2009) :
stay after school coz never do homework . thn went home change & meet qianyu .
thn ask qianyu to pei me go school to try to find someone . wanted to go in school but i saw that someone so i went off to lot1 shoppng with qianyu & she spend alot of $$ .

sat(10Jan2009) :
went to bugis , with my mum & jiejie . my mum spend ard $170 on us & her .

sun(11Jan2009) :
someone call me & ask me to do something .
went to jurong point with my mum shopping but i never buy anything at all .

monday(12Jan2009) :
went school alone , although not the first time but still will thinking the past .
school ~ school ~ school ~ time ~ time ~ time ~
after school went to west mall to have my last tution .

2009-01-12T18:51:00.002+08:00

tingting :
today is our last lesson . thx for the card you give me .
& you always at there to be my listener , listen to what i say .
really thx alot . takecare . see you soon .

2009-01-05T17:27:00.001+08:00

very long never go out with bibei le TT
stupid bibei don't let me play basketball<<<<< qianyu is this ball

2009-01-04T23:11:00.003+08:00

rot at home(: never go out at all .
i got ting hua .

let me post abt first day of school :
i never late coz i havent sleep -.-''' chat with bibei hai me never sleep .
go school very sleepy ,after school went out with bibei & bibei pei me da er dong .
i say bibei da i just da , after bibei da i run . don't dare to da>.<
at last still da le .

ytd post :
8.30pm meet bibei go amk . thn 9+ cab lot1 bibei pay , on the cab the driver listening to some gang song o.o
reach lot1 eat mac bibei pay again>.<
reach home msn with bibei .
offline chat on phone untill 8 + i fell a sleep .
sry , bibei .

我没有想到你有来看...

2009-01-03T16:09:00.001+08:00

bibei , i got post le hor .
stop say i never post anything .
& this time i got post alot of word hor .

2009-01-03T16:04:00.003+08:00

thanks bibei !
when i'm down you come & pei me .
thanks alot(: now my turn to say thanks(:
& i will rmb what you say to me on 311208.
i wonte sad anymore , so promise me that what happen to you also must tell me & stop cutting yourself okay ? you cut i cut>.< takecare(:

2008-12-24T00:00:00.000+08:00

2008-12-23T23:59:00.000+08:00

happy birthday to dayna (:
haha , hope i 'm the last one to say(:

2008-12-22T00:27:00.002+08:00

T.T
wo de xin zai tong .

2008-12-21T00:26:00.001+08:00

very du lan .

2008-12-20T21:33:00.000+08:00

i'm sorry .

2008-12-19T03:04:00.000+08:00

2008-12-18T13:10:00.002+08:00

i should go tution but i change to friday .
which mean friday i no basketball to play <^>
later going to fareast .
tmr tution .
sat go bugis(:

2008-12-17T23:59:00.000+08:00

went out woth shermaine .
we meet at 6pm -.-
coz she 4+ thn wake up .
we don't know where to go thn we train -.-''''
finally say want to go amk so we train back .
train 1+hr to go amk -.-''''
reach amk ate mos then watch movie .
9pm watch until 11pm .
some very malu thing happen . hahahahahahahahaha .
okay , i wonte say anything abt the malu-ness . hahahahahahaha
reach home ard 12+ .

2008-12-17T00:00:00.001+08:00

wo yao qu de .
suan le .
wo shen me dou bu yao guan le .

2008-12-16T21:41:00.002+08:00

ytd - went to bugis .
today - went to lot1 & jurong point .
tmr - go out with shermaine .
thur - go tution .
fri - go tution or play basketball .

2008-12-15T17:35:00.001+08:00

bo dai ji draw de .

我会一直在你身边，陪着你！就算你不理我~
不管是过去还是现在，或是未来，我都会爱着你
只要你开心，我就会开心。
只要不失去你，我不在乎付出多少，都值得。
因为我爱你(: urban(:

2008-12-14T17:38:00.010+08:00

2008-12-13T00:00:00.000+08:00

When you have to look away
When you don't have much to say
That's when I love you
I love you
Just that way

To hear you stumble when you speak
or see you walk with two left feet
That's when I love you
I love you...endlessly

And when your mad cause you lost a game
Forget im waiting in the rain
Baby I love you
I love you anyway

Cause here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Cause that's when I love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you
When I love you no matter what

So when you turn to hide your eyes
Because the movie, it made you cry
That's when I love you
I love you a little more each time

And when you can't quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
That's when I love you
I love you more than you know

And when you forget that we had a date
That look that u give when you show up late
Baby I love you
I love you anyway

Cause here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Cause that's when I love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you
When I love you no matter what

That's when I love you
When nothing baby
Nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn the more i love
The more my heart can't get enough
Thats when I love you
When I love you
No matter what

No matter what...

2008-12-12T23:25:00.001+08:00

when to epc , vivo & wpc today .

bu kai xin when i saw your blog , but it is a xi guan for me to look at your everything .

2008-12-11T21:51:00.000+08:00

some pic of last sunday(:

2008-12-11T20:21:00.002+08:00

went tution today .
not like tution lor .
we were chatting all the way(:
whole mac only she & me o.o
after tution send her to mrt , i went to buy cd .
went home but raining so lin yu went home .
i still FEVER<^>

2008-12-10T20:51:00.002+08:00

fever .
wtf .

2008-12-09T20:51:00.000+08:00

da sao chu .

2008-12-08T20:50:00.000+08:00

da sao chu .

2008-12-07T03:06:00.001+08:00

bu xiao xin delete all thing in my com .
Arrggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
all my pic , song & note all gone !
Arrggggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-12-07T00:00:00.000+08:00

thinking of you(;

2008-12-06T10:30:00.000+08:00

later going to s.h.e de fanclub .

chat with you on phone few hr ,
very happy(:althought we never talk at all(:
it since very long time we chat on the phone .
i start to like s.h.e coz of you , xia dao hor .
n0w i start to like back coz i know i can sit at the com 24hr ,
i will feel like you are just beside me(:
and i will laugh .
last smile since very long time ago .
mayb i still will change school but i will try my best don't change(:

2008-12-05T08:28:00.000+08:00

went to tution ,
i wait for tingting abt 1hr30min -.-
lesson start ~
chat alot of thing with her(:

2008-12-04T02:52:00.000+08:00

4 le ~
qianyu you come back le .
see , i still rmb de worh .

2008-12-03T11:41:00.001+08:00

2008-12-01T22:05:00.003+08:00

qianyu gone to genting le .
okay lar , i will miss you okay ?

cmf have tution le .
this friday & is this morning !
sure cannot wake up de .
at first was another girl de , which teach my meimei de .
now change to another girl , which teach my meimei de friend de .

2008-11-30T22:03:00.000+08:00

i going to have tution . arrgggg !
next mth start which tmr is dec le o.o

2008-11-27T22:02:00.002+08:00

i want to learn this song!!!!!

2008-11-26T22:47:00.002+08:00

went out today (:

2008-11-25T20:11:00.002+08:00

或許，該放手了
如果她真的愛他但是又留不住他，
繼續強留，只會造成雙方的痛苦。。。
愛他就是要放他自由。。。
而愛他最深的人，大概就是最懂得放他自由的快樂那個人吧。。。
她愛他，而他呢。。。
她不想知道答案也不需要知道答案，因為她愛他是無條件的，因為她愛他是不求回報的。。。
所以她，只希望他是幸福快樂。。。
我會選擇放棄你是因為我太愛你。。。
當大家失去最愛時，大家就會懂愛一個人不是綁住他而是希望他幸福快樂。。。
有時候愛一個人，不需要和那个人在一起。。。
雖然不曾在一起過但是能為一個人付出也是值得。。。
誰說愛一個人,就一定要和他在一起呢。。。
放棄和一個人在一起是因為太愛他，所以才愿意讓他去追求自己的幸福。。。
雖然是這么說，可是我怕我做不到。。。

2008-11-24T23:30:00.000+08:00

went malaysia .
i overslept -.-''''
wake up at 11.15am , should meet my auntie at 11am .
in the end meet at 11.30am , i use 15min for me do change , bath & alot of thing .
reach malaysia check point call jiejie to meet us .
go cs eat our lunch - RM80 (paid by my xiaoyi )
go sing k with my jie , xiaoyi & baobao .
baobao 140cm nia o.o very short . chat with her must tou di di .
go my jiejie 's ex (yu) there sing , from 2pm - 6pm , count by room ( RM5.80 )
yu don't let my jiejie drink beer , hai my xiaoyi almost cannot drink beer .
start listening to jiejie & baobao sing nia -.-'''
xiaoyi & me never sing .
in end we got buy 1 jar beer - RM30 & we still buy other drink . ( paid RM40 by me)
eat our dinner at cs - RM40 (paid by my jiejie)
baobao never spend dao $$$
bring RM950 , give my jie RM560 . left RM 350 .

2008-11-23T11:06:00.001+08:00

tmr going to malaysia for 1 day nia -.-'''
my mummy give me $500 for my jiejie , $200 is for her to pay the rent house thing
then the other $300 is for my jiejie to eat for 2 week .
my mummy give me other $200 for tmr nia .
when my daddy come back ask my mummy give me how much .
i say $200 then my daddy say too less o.o
my mummy say can lar . 1 day only .
my daddy scold my mummy o.o
then my daddy tou tou give me another $250 (:
i total got $450 for tmr only (:
p/s keysiao de me

2008-11-22T21:41:00.006+08:00

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on educationEducation is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

&

1)You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.

2)You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.

3)You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.

4)Guys see you as being a thinker and a careful person. They will be really attracted to this quality in you, but you need to learn to speak your mind, otherwise people will find you too shy and quiet. Learn to relax and lighten up--it's okay to have fun sometimes. When you learn to develop your fun-loving side, guys are going to flock to your side.

5)Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

&

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

&

You are always cheerful and charming. You never get too serious with people when they're around, but when you are alone, you think carefully about what they have said. That's because you don't want anyone to see you being too somber. Your personality means you have a lot of friends and you are often the center of attention. Many people who fall into this category become artists and movie stars, perhaps fame could be yours in the future as well.

&

Jealousy Level: 55%
You are a jealous person but you try not to let it show
You often get very jealous of others but you are successful at controlling your emotions publicly. When you feel that other people are winning things that you deserve, you get very upset, but you won't hurt anybody else by making a scene. Your jealousy is private. You might, for example, cry yourself to sleep at night when you get really jealous of someone.

&

how deep was my love
Depth: 87%
He is sitting in your heart and you won't let anyone else in. Don't let smoke gets in your eyes. It is safer to look around and learn about other guys. Life is yours and you deserve the best. Who knows, you may even appreciate him more if you compare him with others.

&

What if your boyfriend goes out with another girl?
You are pessimistic and get disturbed by things that don't really matter. If your boyfriend goes out with someone else, that's the end of your world.

&

What would you do if your boyfriend dumped you?
You believe that whatever will be, will be. If he wanted to leave you, you would take it as your fate. You might laugh or cry, depending on your own mood at that moment.
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/

2008-11-21T21:11:00.001+08:00

我还在等你，你知道吗？
我想你不是不知道，而是你不想知道。
我好想你~

2008-11-20T23:18:00.001+08:00

i don't want to forget you .
i believe you will come back to me .
will you ?

2008-11-19T02:34:00.003+08:00

喜歡下雨，因為你不會知道我流淚....
喜歡發呆....因為你不會知道我想你....
喜歡孤單....因為你不會發現我愛你....
喜歡在你身邊....因為你是我快樂的唯一因素...

baby , 我愛你~
i keep tell everyone that i can't forget you ,
but is i don't want to forget you .

2008-11-17T22:05:00.001+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YaIhx-wT5_0

吴克群 - 爱太痛

2008-11-17T22:03:00.001+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aN0IVm4ZsqE&feature=related

楊丞琳-只想愛你

2008-11-17T22:02:00.002+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0pVhSZazLl0

你不爱我-康康

2008-11-17T21:40:00.002+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B2QmbcqAhgI

只剩下钢琴陪我站在这里
梦想就属於我们的婚礼
却成了单人结婚进行曲
在这场爱情角力的拔河里
你选择了自己

撒娇的可爱的黏人的爱哭的照片里沉静的都是你喜欢的
如今我还在原地
你却走回你的记忆

你说我爱你太多
就快要把你淹没
你害怕幸福短暂一秒就崩落
分开是一种解脱
让你好好的想我
我想要的那片天空
你是不是能够给我

你说我给你太多
却不能给我什么
分不清激情承诺永恒或迷惑
爱情是一道伤口
我们各自苦痛
沉默是我最后温柔
是因为我太爱你

只剩下钢琴陪我站在这里
梦想中属于我们的婚礼
安静了在我枕边的梦里
我知道相爱原本就不容易
爱不是1加1努力就有结局

撒娇的可爱的黏人的爱哭的照片里
曾经的都是爱着你的
脸颊的泪还温热却没有人握我的手

2008-11-17T20:24:00.002+08:00

i n0t happy .
fucking bad mood today .

2008-11-16T16:35:00.002+08:00

went to weat mall with qianyu ytd ,
spend $76 . lols .
we very rich hor .
8pm went to my grandmother house .
chat with my xiaoyi abt baby .
lols . my xiaoyi say i ask call him & tell him give my xiaoyi face to patch back .
i say you call yourself since you have his number .
i dunno my xiaoyi got call you mah but ......

2008-11-14T14:14:00.003+08:00

later going west mall .
blog next day(:
LOLS! went to jurong point with my mum ,
tmr then go west mall with qianyu .

to someone ;
i will lend you my listening ear (:
althought you dunneed .
but i will stay there with you .

2008-11-13T18:34:00.002+08:00

watch tv whole day but there is nothing to watch .
chatting abt ice-cream & thorns with qian yu .
the thorns sleep with ice-cream o.o
qianyu & me bo song n0w .
sleep make me think of first kiss . LOLS !

2008-11-12T20:56:00.002+08:00

went school put booklist there ,
then go westmall change card .
went home .

i smoke & drink just to make you hate me ,
coz let you hate me is faster then let you love me .
but when you hate me ,
my heart very pain .
i dunwan you to hate me anymore .
i want to be last time de me .
that day you ask me to go malaysia with you i very happy(:
but my mummy don't allow . i know i cant go there with you .
but i still very happy(: you finally ask me go out with you .
i will try my best to forget you & just be your friend .
i kn0w when i forget you there is no different for you .
coz too many people put you in their heart & i was no in your heart .
nbm , i will do what you say be strong(:

i miss the name my precious baby mr chua & your precious baby mrs chua (:
you create for us(:

misss-ed~

2008-11-11T20:26:00.001+08:00

rot at home(:
fever gone but du zi tong havent gone

2008-11-10T16:47:00.000+08:00

fever~

2008-11-09T14:23:00.001+08:00

fever ~

2008-11-08T15:07:00.000+08:00

fever ~

2008-11-07T21:14:00.003+08:00

meet qianyu at westmall .
go there spend alot of money
but qianyu tio jp for me
same as that day the jp
wanted to give baby the jb .
but i dun dare & i think he also dunwan .
at there from 3 play until 6.30 .
then train to lot1 look for my jie & mum .
i was late .

baby;
we brk 1 mth le .
i know you had give up on me & find others .
nbm , i will still stay here & wait for you .
i duncare what you had done me or hurt me .
i will stay true with you .
i really love you .
i know you want me to forget you , but i try before i cant . so i will stay here & wait for you to come back to me .
i kn0w you still care me bah . if n0t ytd you wonte chaojia with me .
stay happy with her & takecare (:

2008-11-06T19:57:00.002+08:00

i cry coz of you .
you hurt me deep & deep.

2008-11-05T23:34:00.004+08:00

went to fareast ,
bought thing . first time hor .
somemore bought the same thing with jie(:
this are the pic:

*p/s dayna
what you mean by together ? when you go out with jac you got call me meh ? i ask you bo jio ? what did you say ''yes , bo jio ''
smoke & drink ; i just smoke 3 puff & drink little nia .
got qianyu you think i drink & smoke alot meh .

2008-11-04T19:53:00.002+08:00

went to school , i go in 3a3 next year .
2pm meet amanda & jac .
after that went to kang house there take guitar .
went to west mall spend $14.50 .
went to 212 slack .
went home .

2008-11-03T22:12:00.002+08:00

meet qianyu , aryn & kim at maze .
had a drink (:
went to westmall spend $50 to play game .
went to 212 sit there slack & smoke .
then went to sc play basketball & smoke .
went back to 212 again . went home .

2008-11-02T21:22:00.001+08:00

1day no bath , 1 night no sleep , dinner never eat .
i go bath then sleep .
night everyone .

i want to give up on you ,
i know that will make you more happy(:

2008-11-01T12:30:00.002+08:00

baby ,
你现在应“该”睡了吧，已经好久没见面了，
最近过的“如”何呢？！是不是一切都好呢？
不论你在“何”时何地，记得打通电话给我！
也好顺便“让”我知道，你真的一切都顺心！
对于所有“你”的消息，我真的都非常关心！
我只是想“知”道幸福，是否已经降临于你！
真的不知“道”怎么做，你才会真正的开心！
你的笑对“我”很重要！只是我从没查觉到！
也许这是“现”世报吧！我以前对你不够好！
一直到现“在”才发现！你对我真的很重要！
我一直都“还”在原地！想着有天会再相遇！
从前那些“是”是非非！已经成了过往云烟！
我们都要“很”有勇气！去面对未来的改变！
从然没有“爱”在身边！都还是要努力向前！
可我想有“你”在身边！陪我一起哭笑疯颠！
这样的话“！”我才会有勇气面对一切改变！

2008-11-01T12:23:00.004+08:00

i blog first .
cause later i going to malaysia .
my korkor bang by a car .
tmr night then came back .
i go there sleep one night , die .
baby , you should kn0w why die .
baby , this two day i believe is most happy in your life
cause i n0t in singapore .
you wonte saw me , you wonte hear of me & i wonte fan you .
baby , takecare(:

2008-10-31T23:05:00.002+08:00

12 pm when to school to take report book .
went to amanda house ,
take 300 to lot1 meet vernice .
i saw him!
but he look very hate me .
dun even look at me .
i kn0w he took train .
i run up to catch the train .
i saw him again!
never took the same train with him ,
as vernice still at lot1 .
went to west mall .
he msg me , say last long with him .
just because i with other people ,
mean i std with other people?
let me tell you ,
stop say i std with other people .
i really love you n0w.
if you dun believe ,
i cant do anything .
but stop saying me & other people .
just make me hate you more .
we n0w really nothing to chat ,
after we broke ,
we never go out before .
you say before ; after we broke up ,
we are still friend , stiill can go out tgt .
do you mean it ?
i from ytd untill n0w still havent eat ,
i no mood to eat at all .
i msg you again , you never reply .
what you want me to do ?
you want me to forget you or dun forget you ?
the only thing i kn0w i can do is change myself .
i have change myself .
anything ,
i just nothing to you .

tmr going to work at my mum there for one day.

2008-10-30T14:35:00.005+08:00

wante to go see hsm3 .
anyone want watch ?
can pei me go watch?
rotting at home le .

to baby;
当你决定你要离开我
我没有说什么，就当做你是自由了。
有好几次我都想挽，但苦求也没有用，　
就当做是寂寞。
因为只有我能明白，
他的温柔对你是种解脱。
只想要你告诉我，我以前是不是你得最爱？
其实你爱他，是对我的惩罚。　
你没有说想他，是可怜我吧！
我已没有藉口了，只能放手让你走。
我没奢求要你，你说爱我。
但我想陪在你身边，和你一起走下去。
你很爱他，因为他很对你温柔吧。　
你想他，就说出口吧！
我已不想多说，呜住我的耳朵，　
不想再次听到你说，你爱他了。

2008-10-29T22:53:00.000+08:00

if you dunwan me go .
tell me ,
dun need like that say me .

2008-10-28T13:33:00.002+08:00

当你决定　你要离开我
我没有说什么　就当做你自由。
有好几次我都想挽
留苦求也没有用　就当做是寂寞
因为只有我能明白　
他的温柔　对你是种解脱
只想要你告诉我　谁是你的最爱
其实你很爱他　对我的惩罚　
说你没有想他　是可怜我吧
我已没有藉口　只能放手　
不能奢求　你说爱我
其实你很爱他　他很你温柔吗　
其实你很想他　就说出口吧
我已不想多说　呜住耳朵　
不想再次听到你说　你很爱他

2008-10-27T22:49:00.002+08:00

went to watch movie with ZBF .
you say you would pei me go watch this show .
but didnt , so i go watch have them .
i kn0w you don't care me anymore ,
i wonte disturb you anymore(;
i change myself to let you kn0w i still waiting for you .
我会好好过，让你在爱我。
rmb everyone dunwan you .
still have me(;
i still rmb you say i must be strong ,
i n0w tell you ,
i never cry since that day ,
though i also n0t happy .
but i believe you will came back to me .

2008-10-26T14:22:00.001+08:00

didnt went to malaysia ,
miss our past ,
miss the stupid things that you have done to me.
我不开心！
没有你的日子，
我并不快了。

2008-10-25T15:09:00.002+08:00

around 6 i going to out ,
tmr going malaysia .
i going to change myself let you accept me again .
hope so bah .
i know you n0t going to be with me anymore .
but i will try .

2008-10-25T14:51:00.005+08:00

for baby post again(;

2008-10-24T17:36:00.002+08:00

rot at home .
do nothing at home .
DAYNA YOU BACK MUST JIO ME GO OUT !
i don't want to rot at home anymore .

2008-10-24T14:22:00.004+08:00

yesterday(23 oct 2008)
no post abt baby today (:

reach school 7am ,
so early >.<
saw amanda & vernice
they call me where is dayna things
i say dayna never give me
then i walk to office wait for aryn .
si aryn let me wait outside the office 15 min .
i go to 3a1 class chat with Zbf(without dayna)
whole day at class watch movie.
END SCHOOL LE~
walk to west mall with Zbf (without dayna)
i ask who can go out with me go play basket ball ,
amanda say can .
in the end amanda cannot came out ,
i go play basketball with layjun , regina & their friend .
amanda call me , ask me want work at pizza hut ?
i say by night will gib her the ans .
in the end i never give her any answer
when reach there saw them playing so i sit a side & chatting on phone.
their friend went to play card ,
i go join layjun & regina play basketball .
rest a while , i go chat with regina .
we chat abt my baby .
guess what ?
regina is the first one never ask me to forget him .
when chatting with regina ,
you will find that she very emo de n0t like her lor .
chat finish ,
we go chat with the guy ,
they chatting about pcc .
after that ,
go play basketball again .
this time girl vs boy .
girl won
went to west mall with regina ,
layjun cab home without me .
psk !
reach west mall ,
someone msg me , say " need i send you home? it raining "
i say "no need" (i tot no rain)
when i reach west mall no rain ,
come out west mall , rain very heavily .
faster call that bai chi go gombak wait for me .
reach gombak ,
bai chi bring a umbrella .
send me home .
guess what ?
baichi don't know how to use umbrella .
no choice , i take the umbrella .
reach home at 9 pm .
eat , bath & sleep .

2008-10-22T14:10:00.006+08:00

i stay back sec3 .
damn no mood .
after school you give me attitude .
wtf !
need like this mah ,
我不开心 !

do you kn0w i dun want to retain ?

i tot i can go sec4NA .

i keep say i want retain beacuse i scare i cry ; i fail ; retain .

so what ? i still retain .

whole world hab gone.

there is nothing on the world for me .

shi bai ren ~

i just want you to care me ,

do you know why i cut myself ?

is that when i cut myself , you would come and care me .

and that time u even accpet me .

but now i guess wonte le bah .

i miss you~

do you care?

2008-10-21T20:17:00.008+08:00

baby , if you can't do that don't promise me .
you say night will msg me , but n0w already 8+ you havent msg me .
you told me that u have already forget about her , but i morning ask you , you say you still love .
what for you told me that you have forget about her?
anyway , today post is for u only ;

It's your voice I want to hear

The last thing at night,

It's your arms I want to hold

As we turn off the light...
It's your lips I want to taste

When I shut down my sight,

I want to smell your sweet breath

As we could together tight...
It's you I want to be with

For the rest of my life,

You are the world,

the love for me,

I want to die being your baby.

2008-10-21T13:31:00.001+08:00

我的心好痛~
好痛~
我好想哭可是我哭出来有什么用，
为什么爱那么让人受伤害，
为什么被伤了这么多次的我还是会傻傻的去相信爱会为我存在。
是往往的下场都是让自己伤痕累累。
我告诉过自己不要轻易的喜欢上人，
可是为什么我还是会陷下去，
我真的受够了。
我的伤已经够多的了。
我已经没有止痛药了，
我好累好累~

2008-10-12T09:02:00.012+08:00

Goodbye my love
goodbye my blog
goodbye my friends
goodbye 蔡依珊
i know i'm stupid , i still believe that you will came back to me .
i know you wonte.
everyday i dream of you ,
my heart is hurt .
baby , thx i now slim dao 54kg le .
i found that u more happy then u with me.

but last word ;
♥eep opp ork ah ah<3

2008-10-11T13:17:00.004+08:00

i'm that stupid , that idiot
why can't i forget you ?
why i 'm still waiting for you even i know that you are going to your ex?
because of you i start my blog ,
now because of you i want to end my blog .
untill that day come.
hope you will last long with her & you will not get hurt by her agian .

我真笨，我不因放开你得。
不过。。。
我说过：我爱你，为了你的幸福，我愿意放弃一切包括你。
我做到了！
我真的为了你的辛福，和你分手了。
现在我会做回以前的我，从新让你爱上我！
如果你还是回到他的身边，我祝你辛福快乐。
如果你爱上我，我不会再让你走，会拉住你不放。
但我知道是不可能的。
但我会加油的！

2008-10-10T19:33:00.002+08:00

我是真的很想和你patch，
但你的心里有了别人。
不再爱我了。
我还是忘不了你。
希望你会回来我身边，
我等着你!

2008-10-09T20:55:00.005+08:00

今天去学校，我很开心。
我以为我们patch了，没有想到原来没有patch到。
我很失望也很伤心。
我不要做你的朋友也不要做你的干。

我没想到原来你一直都不爱我。
我不想你和我分手了再说对不起，
我要的不是这个，我只要你。
难道你还不明白吗？
as you say , with me you feel xin ku .
now i have let you go .
i will try my best to forget you .
i will try all kind of thing , just to forget you .

2008-10-08T13:21:00.002+08:00

我一直以为我们还可以在一起
我想这次我真的错了，
我们不可能在一起。
从昨天到今天，
我一直认为你会拉住我的手不在放开。
我想我还是错了，你不会再拉我的手了。。
i'm wrong i should not say brk .
i brk is let u have better life .
without me u will be better.
yet you say is i want brk with u , yet now want to patch back .
dun you think i let you go , you feel more happy then u can tell everyone you like your ex?
i'm i wrong ?
i just want to patch back with you
i msg you , you never reply me .
i stay beside my phone and waiting for your msg ,
i don't to eat and sleep . just to wait for your msg .
想喊你
却没敢开口
最後只有
留着泪看你走
我想问我
是否真愿意就这样放手
既然无法挽留
只好接受
从今以後
你要寂寞多久
谁能给予你
我这般的温柔
也许是多虑了
你离开我会过得更快乐
可对於软弱的我回忆就足够
分开以後
每当想到你
就会低下头
紧握着手不知过了多久
我相信你也会有一样的辛酸难受
都曾经深爱过谁又怎能舍得
在离开你之後
想快乐也只是一种强求
一个人怎麽过都是愁懂
得拥有却未必能让你为我停留
最後只剩遗憾拉住我不放手
分开以後
每当想到你就会低下头
紧握着手不知过了多久
我相信你也会有一样的辛酸难受
都曾经深爱过谁又怎能舍得
在离开你之後想快乐也只是一种强求
一个人怎麽过都是愁
懂得拥有却未必能让你
为我停留最後只剩遗憾
拉住我不放手

2008-10-07T12:34:00.005+08:00

分手了。。。

Baby不要再哭泣
这一幕多么熟悉
紧握着你的手彼此都舍不得分离
每一次想开口但不如保持安静
给我一分钟专心好好欣赏你的美
幸福搭配悲伤
痛是在我心交叉
挫折的眼泪不能测试爱的重量
付出的爱收不回
还欠你的我不能给
别把我心也带走去跟随
每一次和你分开
深深的被你打败
每一次放弃你的温柔痛苦难以释怀
每一次kiss you Goodbye
爱情的滋味此刻我终于最明白